Buried Emotions as Walls of Resistance

I was buried in layers of emotions…

I was buried in layers of emotions

deep within the waters of fear

and reactionary actions of reaching for air.

The air was there… but I keep reaching

for something outside of me

to rescue me from the terror of the fear

that lived within

drowning me with the heaviness of not letting go of the trauma

which had taken me over and had thrown me in the water

and I choose to become buried because I knew nothing else to do

until the rising of the morning sun spoke to me

in the midst of me rising

in the grace of this unfolding morning.

And then the walls came tumbling down

as I let go of my ritual of living

in the arms of the pain

that had kept me buried

and unable to live and be my gift.

And on this morning

again I rise to become

my purpose of being

a human being on the planet

and again I learned the art of surrender.

-TWA-2019

After I wrote this beautiful and heartfelt poem, I felt the need to sit down and write, share the depth of my emotions and learn from the art of my surrender.

I believe each and everyone of us came to this planet for a reason, with a gift we have carried with us, our souls waiting to give back to the life we have been given to us. I also believe until we learn to surrender to our birthing purpose, we will continue to struggle in resistance, and then create walls of trauma. It is in the surrender that we rise from the mud of fear and then become able to wash ourselves and our souls clean.

Learning to stand within your own truth and choosing to step up and embrace and become your soul story allows being in alignment with your personal. purpose. If we allow our emotions and…

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